心中的呐喊

我一次一次又一次的想要放弃.
但,祢却一次一次又一次的把我赎回
祢不曾放弃过我,
在我最软弱的时候,给我力量.
我真的那麽重要吗?
主啊!
帮助我,朔造我成为你所喜悦的样式.
成为万人的祝福!!
帮助我定睛仰望祢!!!!

Growing...

Hi, its been a great holiday>< somehow, i get a chance to look back at the old photos.. i found out that we all have grew... remebering on wat i've been thinkin when the year has just started...

a : hey,hello!wats your name??
me: jia jing.
a : o... wat form are u in??
me:From ... 3
a : erm how old a u??
me: 14... no no no.. sorry it s fifteen.

this are the ques i've exposed to in the very 1st day of this year.. still cant get use of being fifteen. One night, when i was studying, i was thinkin about how time fly.. thinkin about the first day i come to middle school, full of hope and dreams.. expecting something extraorninary to happen..
But then i was alraedy in f3 .. facing PMR.. all thse years we've change.. all of us.. including me..

Shinjye: youre the one who change the most.. i used to think tat you u cant talk at all.. but at f2 u started to be all laughfy at talkative ... its cute.. you had change a lot in your personality...

Sharon: i cant say u din change at all.. bt only a bit.. haha u're too fasoinable for a bookworm.. and i get to noe u better, its a gift from God><.

Xiao tieng: you are still tat COOL COOL you.. but the way u talk had been a lot LOLZ than the previous you that i noe..

Daphney: well, i get to noe u better and you have a very good determination!! Keep it up , girl.. U can do it!! remember : MIRACLES HAPPEN ONLY IF U DON GIVE UP>,<

ME.. i think tat i'd change and learn to grew in this few years.. in church especially.. in music. in personality, i'd developed leadership, learn to be patient, love the ppl i dislike b4... keep secrets . deal with temptation... trust in God.. and never give up...

to me, Live 's about growing, learning , improving yourself bump after bump, mistakes after mistakes, keep your hope in God , because you noe that He will always prepare the BEST for you!!!!

boom

hello, long time no se.. nite nite

my vacation

haha,... so long i din update u , bloggie..
fellin sad????
well, dont be..
cz i'm just a little buzy doin smth else...
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
not funny...

last month, i went to bali wif my family... it's quite a vacation...
most of da ppl there are poor so u cant find much shopping malls or cafe there.
some of da lu you jin dian are pretty some are wel... kinda... ..... ....
the view i like most is a .. erm.. somekind of a hidden lake in the mountains..
wow.. it's really beautiful.. like smth out of tis world..
i went to the beach and it's not that pretty as it sounds..
from the bright side, there's a lotta water games..
too bad i din get a chance to play it..
haha..
my mum bought clothes at one of the only two shopping mall there..
i've got a dress i've wanted..
besides that , i've bought my friends some souviners..

after i left bali , i went to Kuching . i lived in the 360 express, the hotel has a lotta interial designs so it's really cool.. the tv even have astro and disney chanel!!!!!!!!
i've also played the computer which is avaliable there ..
haha. so thats my vacation.. not bad huh??!!
haha..

thank god

thank god!!!!!!
today ive tried to cuan fu yin to my fren
actually i've a little nervous at first as this is the first time i did tis kind of thing .. but then
wif the help of my to frens,
the frens i cuan fu yin to accept to belive in jesus..
thanf god..
we asked her to prayed at home as she's too shy (or too scared) to do tat in school...
may god help her and may she continue to be like tat forever..
may b when i've the time, i'll invited her to church..
theks god!!!
xp

oh man!!!! today i'm soooo happy... i saw your blog.. thx to cass.
your english's kinda good... and you're sooo damn cute!!!
i left a comment there...
o man... i 'm so happy..
and natz...
sometines, we need to learn how to let go..
so jia you la everyone..
in everyting that u guys're doin
and may today b a happie day to u
just like hoe it did to me

lastly may god bless eu..
happy always.. xp

COLD

tonite's cold nite... my feet are freezing!!!!!!!!!
i went for tuition.. and there's where my feet started to freez..
and tat remindes me of your cold cold heart.
why should u be like tat? y don ya change?
y must u lie to me?? y must u pretended to b perfect?
u ca me sooo much better than how u're now..
so so much better..
how many girl's hearts have you played?
when'll u decided to stop??
and try
just try
to be a better you.
u can mke it.. i noe u can.
i hope someday u'll realise
wat a mess u've made..