Monday, November 16, 2009

thank god

thank god!!!!!!
today ive tried to cuan fu yin to my fren
actually i've a little nervous at first as this is the first time i did tis kind of thing .. but then
wif the help of my to frens,
the frens i cuan fu yin to accept to belive in jesus..
thanf god..
we asked her to prayed at home as she's too shy (or too scared) to do tat in school...
may god help her and may she continue to be like tat forever..
may b when i've the time, i'll invited her to church..
theks god!!!
xp

Sunday, November 15, 2009

oh man!!!! today i'm soooo happy... i saw your blog.. thx to cass.
your english's kinda good... and you're sooo damn cute!!!
i left a comment there...
o man... i 'm so happy..
and natz...
sometines, we need to learn how to let go..
so jia you la everyone..
in everyting that u guys're doin
and may today b a happie day to u
just like hoe it did to me

lastly may god bless eu..
happy always.. xp

Thursday, November 12, 2009

COLD

tonite's cold nite... my feet are freezing!!!!!!!!!
i went for tuition.. and there's where my feet started to freez..
and tat remindes me of your cold cold heart.
why should u be like tat? y don ya change?
y must u lie to me?? y must u pretended to b perfect?
u ca me sooo much better than how u're now..
so so much better..
how many girl's hearts have you played?
when'll u decided to stop??
and try
just try
to be a better you.
u can mke it.. i noe u can.
i hope someday u'll realise
wat a mess u've made..

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

happy...

i'm happy...
wat a happie day!!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

dissapointed..

Have you ever tried so hard to get smth
and it turn out just the opposite from what you expected?
you'll never know or understand how it feel..
It's the worst feeling ever.

do you hav a knife?
or smth sharp?
i felt like dying now
to escape from this disaster
why?
MUSTthis happen to me?
why?
MUST i always be the one to be the failure?

i want to quit
why can't i just be who i wanna be?
doing all the things i like
breaking the rules
don't need to care about anything..

what's the point from continuing?
i've failed,
FAILED from every thingthat i've been tryon to get...
should i cry?
even if i cried
it can't change anything..

friends tried to comfort me,
but it just remind me of how stupid i am
" maybe u'll do good in other subject" they said..
BUT
they never noe...

It's like a curse..
one which can't be reversed
It's like a sickness
one that CAN'T be cure
maybe i'll be like this forever,
TOO dissapointed and tired to get up

i've gave up
from every thing i've ever wanted..
i've learned my lesson
i'll not made the same mistake again.

i've failed my family
my friends and myself..
i tried to cheer up,
but how could i?
when i'm the one who did the mess..

MAYBE GOD want this to happen
MAYBE this 's a test for me..
MAYBE i should get up..
BUT not now..
not in this test..
i;ve done my best
WHY should i care the rest?

so,
maybe i'll let time do the work
i WONT ALLOW this to happen again..
sometimes...
there're things we NEED to LEARN to LET GO..
to get smth better in return
BECAUSE GOD will ALWAYS GIVES US THE BEST..



* IT TURN OUT TO BETTER INTHE END