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haiz... i felt like i'm a monster!!!!!!!!!!!!! not the kind that kill ppl but i'm the ones who hurt ppl's feeling.. i've hurt a lot ppl's feeling.. i've hurt them when i'm hyper.. when i'm angry... haiz.. how can i be soooooooooooooooooo bad?! when can i change my attitude??? i don noe.. today, we went shopping.. i left jin jeak-my bbbf alone... and went off with my b class's frens... after a while, guilt washed through me.. i wanted to apolagize, make it up to her... but she already went home... want can i do? i text her and tell her i'm sorry, she told me that she ain't angry wif me..but dissapointed instead.. i tried to show her how guilty i felt but that just made her angrier... she told me to shutup... but i just could'nt.. how can i shut up when i already felt soooo bad???? so i went home... still moody... i just hate to fell guilty... i would do anything just to make it go away!!!!!!!! i just want to go back in time, change the mistake tat i did.. so everything would b ok... so, i wrote her a music, i told her tat... but she still din reply...